0023 - heartbreak

After a while I'm 'silent' here , now I'm gonna update this back yaw ,
Truly Deeply n Frankly , I'm totally hate this mood ,
Keep crying for hours just because this stupid whatsoevaaa matter ,
okay , serious aku sedihhh sesangat dengan seseorang ..,
setelah menempuh kehidupan yg dinamakan Cinta ,aku clash juaa akhirnya ,


err ,entahlah ,mybe ni takdir kita :')
sorry ,aku takdapat accept kau balik dlm hati aku ,
kau merayu macamana sekalipun aku takkan toleh ke belakang lagi ,
aku tetap akan mencuba bangkit dr kekecewaan ni
maybe sekarang kau tengah bergelak ketawe ngn kehidupan kau ,
ingatlah suatu hari nanti kau akan merasai kepedihan luka di hati ini ,
like what I said before , What You Give You Get Back .
thanks kepade kawan -2 aku yg menyokong aku dr blkg ,sayangg korang :')
especially Izzy yang buatkan aku ketawe pade pagi buta . thanks Izzy :')

at first ,I'm texting my bestfriend but I got nothing ,I try call her number but no coverage ,
I know she reads my texts there ,hope so she can understand me :')
I know she's busy ,I hope she read my text even for a while :')
I know she gve me space for me in her mind to thinking of me even for a while :')
I know she knows I'm downnn :')
Am I right ?? I'm just keep wishing eventhough I know everything that I would get .

back to the title , I try letting you go okay ?
A man like you just can't forget me easily right ?
You just don't know me at all .